All-time low

When it comes to my weight loss plan, I’ve reached a new low (or high) – I’ve never been this heavy. We moved to a new country in March this year and I’ve put on a stone since. I’m not happy at all, I can’t even look at the photos from all the weddings we went during the summer, I look so fat and everyone else is so fit. I need to start doing something again. I’m buried with work at the moment and my confidence is at an all-time low too, so it’s going to be difficult. I’m so depressed about my weight I want to just eat crap all the time to comfort myself, which isn’t helping.

I don’t have any friends or family here and my partner works long days, so I’m in the house on my own most of the days. I have lost interest in making new friends, because I’m embarrassed of my figure. I hope I can pick myself up soon.

~ by pandalino on August 31, 2007.